It is hard to blog about things when you're harboring a deep, dark secret.  And that secret can come back at me in two ways: That I get caught, and that the thing I'm, uh, suffering from isn't going away as quickly as I thought.  Um, it's been a while.  Too long.  And I'm scared I'll be fighting this a long time ... if not forever.

I'll leave it at that in the hopes I can blog post something different the next time.