OK, go beyond the fact that she didn't say this to my face even though I was in my bedroom and my bedroom is three steps from the bathroom we use. (I've been texting her about stuff even though I could just as easily walk over to her bedroom, which is about 20 steps away.) I did flush the toilet while I was in there. I used it once, I washed myself, I dried myself, and then I left. But it's obvious that after I got busted for not flushing the toilet just one goddamn time, she is going to suspect that I would do it again. So, if she saw something in the toilet bowl she deems amiss, she is going to accuse me of not flushing the toilet. And being accused of something I didn't do really pisses me off.
And pulling back on this shitty situation, it's clear she no longer trusts me. If she is going to keep up being suspicious of me ... well, that's a third person in this house who thinks that way. It is very hard to have peace in a home where no one believes you. I can confide in her about family things I would never bring up with anyone else. Now, after this bullshit she pulled on me? Maybe I'm ready to see her leave the house and go back to where she lives. Don't fuckin' accuse me of something I didn't do. ...
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