No Stripper Wants To Come Over

**y, one of the stripper girlfriends who has serviced me in the past, was supposed to come over this morning to do me.  It's been a long, long time since she's done that, so I was really looking forward to seeing her (naked).  But when I woke up she texted that she doesn't feel well, so we're not doing it.

This comes on the heels of another stripper girlfriend, ****e*, cancelling on me earlier last week.  No sexual activity with her; no, she was supposed to clean the house in time for Chinese New Year.  But she too said she was sick.  My house will have to remain dirty.

Two stripper girlfriends, two rejections.  Sorry, it's hard to not take this personally.  Yeah, strippers flake.  Sure, strippers lie.  But I can't help but shake the feeling that after initially saying yes, they no longer want to keep their appointment with me.  Or, to put it another way, they find me and our relationship disposable enough for them to blow off our appointment if and when they want to.

All I know is my house is dirty and I am untouched and therefore I am not comfortable.