I'm continuing to work on a piece when the Internet connection cuts off. I want to go downstairs but I see a dim light from the basement, meaning My Father's downstairs, awake, quietly seething that the modem doesn't work.
This is 1:30 in the morning. Should I go down there, acting like I need to do some writing, the research for which I need the Internet for? No. Too afraid of him bitching about the modem, which he'll use as a jumping-off point for telling me I should go back to school now that my birthday's this week and I'm turning -- whoa, 35?!
So instead, I wait. Had some sheets I needed to read over and fill out a quiz for. I decided that after that, if I came out and still saw he was there, and then, when I turned on my computer and it was still not working, I'd call it a night writing.
A half-hour later, I come out and see there is darkness downstairs. I don't care if My Fucking Father could hear me trundling down the stairs to unplug and replug the modem after he went to bed. I don't need his shit tonight.
Since I'm typing this, obviously that did the trick.
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