While all these chores were swimming in my head, particularly as I was driving down to see Grandmother's best friend, I looked up. It was a gray day today. I mean, totally overcast. The sun not only did not make an appearance, never for even one second today did it look like it would get less cloudy. After I got off the BRT and took a lap around a block close to the bus station, I looked up the temperature: Just above freezing. I was not cold. I might have been a tad chilly, but being in a bus and walking a bit keeps you warm.
So, a mostly cloudy day with highs in the mid-thirties? Perfect weather. Just beautiful, absolutely gorgeous. OK, maybe it could've been 20 degrees warmer. But it's my kind of weather. Heck, I would have called it a perfect fall day if we it weren't the holiday season. But with all my running around, I don't think I noticed this perfect sky enough. Only when I was doing this post-bus lap did I look up at the beautiful cloudy sky and take a deep breath and realize how blissful it was to be outside, and therefore how fortunate I am to enjoy it. I just wish I had enjoyed it more, rather than being inside my own head, reminding myself I am both tired and worried. I should have ... looked up more. I should look up more.
So I got back, ate Taco Bell, and am now blog posting this as dusk settled. By 4 o'clock around these parts around this time of the year it's difficult on a gray day to see it darken because of the clouds or because of the night. But while I wish I had stayed outside and appreciate my kind of weather more, I'm glad I appreciated it for those 15 minutes walking around after getting off the BRT. It might not be that cloudy, "warm" and safe to walk outside again till spring.
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