Scheduled A Shot

The people on the Facebook groups saying I need to jump at reservations that open around midnight were right.  Except that I needed to make an account with CVS.  And I have to drive half an hour out of town to get the Pfizer vaccine I want.

And in my rush to reserve a spot, I did not think to think about the consequences.  Like, won't I need to take a day off after I get my shot?  Because now I think I'll have to, and I would rather not.

I don't know why I regret the reservation dates and times I made.  I wasn't really thinking, I was just doing.  I don't know if I should have thought and reconsidered, because I tried going back into CVS, and there were no spots available, at all.  But that just means that I wish that I was able to think on my feet.  And dammit, I wasn't.

But ... why am I so down on this?  I've been trying like hell to get a vaccine.  I've been jealous of my friends getting vaccines and wondering how in the blank they got them.  And I finally got mine!  Why I am so freakin' upset?