I've been feeling very blue the past few days.  A combination of fighting My Father, the Vikings losing, and the weather has made me feel as despondent as I have all winter.  And with depression, you don't compare your feelings to those of seasons past, so it feels as if I have never been more down.

I feel both overwhelmed and lost.  The facts that I'm close to being 34 and directionless, still living and fighting with my parents, feels more humiliating now than before.

What am I supposed to do now?