I Think I Done Fucked Up

So as I have told you before, most of my friends on Facebook are hot women I've never met IRL and probably never will -- models, Playboy Playmates, pornstars, fitness babes and other women whose photos I've gotten hard to and decided, "What the hell, I'll friend them to see if I she replies back."

I have lost several of those hotties.  Some I probably don't even know it.  But sometimes I lose them because I say something.  It's happened before.  It happened again Monday, and this time I feel really bad about it.

She's a model, but she is also a Denny's waitress in eastern Washington state.  It's those Cinderella types, the ones who are secretly hot under people's noses, who turn me on.  And she seemed to be a cool chick too.  She's a normal girl -- has friends, complains about work, and most importantly, loves her late Grandmother.  I can totally relate.  I don't think we've had any deep conversations through Messenger, but she commented on my comments a couple times.  Most importantly, she's a babe.

On Monday she had a new, pithy status update: "Hot tub?  Yes!"  I love a girl in a hot tub.  So I said in the comments, "How about a picture?"

THAT'S ALL I SAID!!!  THAT'S ALL I SAID!!!

I checked several minutes later to see she replied.  Oh, goody.  I click on the link ... and it says the status update is not available.  Uh-oh.  I look her up on Facebook ... and it said next to her name, "Add Friend."

Oh, goddammit.

I thought she would be cool with it.  I didn't think, at all, that she'd be so disgusted and/or freaked out that she would defriend me.  At the very least she could do what another model did: Chastise me and ask me nicely to delete my comment.  Phew.  But no reprieve here.  Everything we said about her job at Denny's and her late grandmother -- pew!  Out the window.

But you know, maybe I didn't have the right to think that she react coolly to what I said.  Maybe I should have realized that I don't know these people at all, so they might be offended at a perverted comment.  And I could be all cavalier and go, "Well, if these model babes don't like what I say, those aren't the babes I want to follow."  But you know, maybe I done fucked this one up.

I apologized to her through Messenger.  But I think I lost this one for good.