Since losing my dole money, I think I've gotten my shit together, or at least calmed down.

I tried reapplying again; wish me luck. But I consumed a lot today, starting in the afternoon -- a sub sandwich my sweet grandmother made me, then a huge plate of noodles, then a Vanilla Coke, and then an hour later some nuts chased with a can of Sunkist.

I feel fat. To make up for it I'm doing crunches on my stability ball. Aren't crunches just sit-ups?

I also applied to two other jobs online just now (late night). Nothing like losing your income in this scary world to make you do things.