Leaving later this afternoon. Bummed -- not just about leaving but about the end of my trip.
First of all, I have no idea what I'm going to do this afternoon. I leave around 4, but all the things I want to do are too spread out. None of them really tickle my noodle. And I am very worried about construction, which has driven me mad a lot during my time here. This would be a time where it probably would be better to leave around noon. That way I would have no angst about spending my time between several mediocre choices.
Moreover I do not feel good about my trip, at least not now. Too much getting lost, not enough time doing the things I want to do. I should give myself some slack because this is my first time in Kansas City, but I still feel like I wasted a lot. Maybe better planning would have made things better. For example, I wanted to go to this restaurant called Bluestem, whose chef just won the James Beard Award for Best Chef in the Midwest. But I just went on their website and found out they do not open for lunch except on Sundays. Whoops.
Lastly, I'm pretty peeved about last night at the stripclub, where I thought I was going to get some good hand-lovin' and got nothing of the sort. Blew through $95 in 15 minutes after driving 30 fucking minutes to get there. Pisses me off, still.
And I still don't know what I'm going to do now. Should I head off to Hooters or take a nap? Should I try swinging around the casinos I haven't gotten to yet, both of which are way off northeast of here, and pretty far away from the airport? I know I haven't got that much time to decide, yet I don't want to do anything more than sit on this computer here at this neat little library and blog about my feelings. Fucking Christ, I think the best part of my vacation here in Kansas City has been ... here.
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