As my time with the health insurance company wound down, I applied for two positions there. Both of them were up my alley, and I think one of them was actually at the department I have worked for the last three seasons.
Well, after I applied, I waited. And waited. And waited. No answers. A month ago one I heard that I was rejected outright for one of the jobs. That's OK, it was sort of a reach. But just now I checked my e-mail and I got rejected at the department I had been working for. What the fuck?!
I really don't understand. I've demonstrated my competence and aptitude. I worked hard -- well, as hard as most other people there. I think people like me there ... right? So why didn't I get considered?! Shit, man, I didn't even get a fucking interview. I got one when I applied for one last year, and that was for something I wasn't an exact fit for. I don't even get that this time around? That hurts. That hurts a lot.
I'm at a loss as to why. Maybe they don't like me, and word got around and I've been blackballed. Or ... nope, that has to be the only explanation. I don't get. I've been a good worker, didn't make waves, got along with people. That wasn't enough for them. I don't fucking know. And now, since there was little to no work for me last winter, I highly, highly doubt I'll be asked back. If that's the case, that's one last swift kick out the door.
Man, I did good work for them. I liked working there. I had happy thoughts of working there. But not even a goddamn interview?? What the hell do I do now???
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