Onanism No-No

Just jerked off, the night before two strippers are cumming here to give me a tandem handjob.  I'm not cumming as much, uh, cum as at my peak, which was at least before the pandemic (if not years before then), so I don't know if I've got, you know, bullets in my chamber to fire for ***e* and ******e later tonight/Friday.  It's be embarrassing if those two furtively jerk me off for, like, half an hour and I've got nothing to show for it.  Damn, I think I've just made a big, big mistake.