Holy Shit, I'm Spending My Way Back Into Poverty

Wow, I just looked at the credit card statements for which I need to pay ... and for the second month in a row, I will have to carry over money into the next month and accrue interest.  Some of it is porn, but a lot of it is just eating out, and that is something I have to get control of, dammit.

I thought that my parents paying for everything in Hawai'i would lessen this month's bill.  Nope.  I mean, they are paying for a lot; my bill would otherwise be astronomical.  But I had spent enough money before I went on vacation that my bill is still very frickin' high.  And frankly, the next billing cycle is going to be high, too.

Like I said, porn is one big category even though it isn't the biggest.  Nevertheless, I am compelled to, after completing this blog post, going over to OnlyFans and shut off all but one subscription.  As much as I enjoy it, that is one way I'm spending my way back into poverty, and I sure as hell don't want to do that.

Goddamn, what a fucking buzzkill seeing my credit card bill is.